borschlo's Xanga

上庭

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 14:14:23 GMT

Going to court trial is boring... people are not efficient.

Lunch time takes quite a long time, 12:45 to 14:30, somtimes there is further daley since the judge is coming late.

Progress: I am not sure what's going on...

However, giving statement is less stressful than taking the MRCS oral and clinical exam

But i know this is going to the end very soon.

是次事件讓我學到了許多...

律師 - 原來係咁有用既, 同埋佢地口才了得.

法庭 - 係浪費人力物力的地方.

法律程序是很漫長的...

是時候深思自己的未來是如何.

十月... October

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 00:19:02 GMT

十月份...

國慶,中秋, 重陽, 還有上court...

經歷了許多, 09年是多事之秋

渣打跑出了好成績, 然後是隨之而來的驚心動魄...

急症室出了事...

被捕...等待...上庭

原來人失落是這樣的... 做事提不起勁, 連最喜歡的事都沒興趣做

參與了另類娛樂...各大小地方的足球賽事, 我都參與其中

最重要是遇上了妳...

日子很短暫, 但那些時光真的很快樂

我有很多的第一次都給了妳

也許是我不懂珍惜, 但我相信我們沒有將來的

妳的負擔我未能幫忙, 而我也有自己的煩惱

失去了, 但曾經擁有... 這不是很好嗎?

I know someone cares and supports you now... I am not worried...

無法放下內心的包袱, 使我很痛苦...

但與很多人相比, 我現在所面對的, 又算甚麼

所有人都不能回到過去, 只有展望未來, 明天會更好, 是吧.

無論如何, 很快便會有結果了.

Finally...

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 15:31:38 GMT

Met u on msn 3 months ago...

Met u on msn yesterday night...

I am a bit disappointed but happy from the details of your message.

You find someone who cares and supports you.

I cannot give you wholehearted support, frankly, since I am a logical person.

We had pieces of good memories, or I should say, I had...

Cherish that person.

Me... let it be the past.

Because i have to deal with something more important in the near future.

Fluctuating mood

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 11:22:45 GMT

My mood is fluctuating in recent days.

Return to clinical work is challenging but fruitful.

I really love to see patient with fractures, pain and musculoskeletal problems.

However, it may come to the end soon, when it approahes October.

The feeling is complicated, when you have to leave a place where you are familiar with, people who are kind and eager to teach.

Just like you are going to separate with someone you love.

I always think I am strong enough to tolerate views and comments from others.

However, it is not easy in reality, and I realize I am just as ordinary as anyone else.

The final outcome is uncertain.

Fortunately, it will come to the end, which is the beginning of my new life.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:01:02 GMT

I am not happy in recent days...

Many unexpected experience... some are good, some are bad.

Being under stress for a long time, I find myself too weak to tolerate. I know someone from the internet incidentally.

She gives me support and listen to my sharing... I give her support in some other means.

I am not sure what i did is right or wrong. I haven't use much of my logic to deal with this issue. I keep asking myself if this is a right decision... There is no answer, since the decision is made on that particular occasion.

Looking back, i won't regret. She did give my pleasure and I am sure it is a memorable experience.

But whether it will continue is still questionable.

心情複雜

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 12:09:21 GMT

這幾個月, 發生了許多......

回到老家, 心情忐忑不安

各人都是自己相熟的, 正因如此, 有點壓力.

可能離開太久, 有點不習慣, 但, 我還可以留下多久呢?

發生的事情太多, 太多了,除了醫院的事外, 還有我認識了一位女孩...

認識了她... 體認了自己的幸褔... 要懂得珍惜

甚麼是人生中最寶貴的? 原來家庭融洽並不是必然的事, 身體健康也非必然......

與她在一起, 有一種特別的感覺...

下星期是決定性的...

Merry X mas

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 15:13:52 GMT

For those who still read xanga, Merry X mas.

Long time not writing here. Here is my update.

Just have a vacation for a 9 day trip to China. Havng been to 武漢, 武當山, 宜昌, 三峽 on my own. It's a tough and memorable trip, spending not much but seeing a lot. Meeting many travellers in hostel and during the trip. Travel on my own, as I enjoy, 是非常個人化的, no need to care about others, and responsible on your own. Of course I still encounter difficulty - taking pic, cannot share expenses, boring (sometimes). In fact, you can learn a lot from the trip and meeting other ppl.

武當山是神聖的地方, 風景算不上很美, 但徒步走到最高的金頂很費勁, 用了一個半小時多才到頂, 這兒可飽覽各方之美景.

三峽大壩工程之鉅大, 現今難見, 一定要到親身觀看.

也觀賞了三峽中的小小三峽及巫山十二峰的景色.

But I got sick after come back ~ URTI, and has not been running for 3 weeks.

Need to resume training very soon once my condition improves.

I experience and think a lot during this trip, and I lose this sensation for quite some time.

My next rotation is A & E. (Jan 1- Jun 30)

Long time no see... (for those still using xanga)

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 20:09:36 GMT

Dine with a newly encountered nurse last week, she really impressed me. We talked quite a lot about life, travel, food. Quite a lot to chat on first encounter. Indeed, we know each other for months, but just may be I am too busy ?passive/shy to ask her out. I agree with her that with such perfect transport system in HK, driving is not a must. (But definitely girls prefer their bf have a nice vehicle which can take her anywhere). She is quite easy going and I have a happy first date with her.

Second thing is attending the wedding party of a co-worker. Impressive. Touching that the bride says something from her heart. Environment is perfect, hotel setting with professional staff, impressed me on the service of this hotel.

Finally, the preparatory section for trailwalker support team and runners, meet old friends and new people. Modifications on last year's schedule ... having fun and joy in a pleasant residence in Tai Po. Definitely it is a great event and hope we can do our best for a better result than last year.

Personally, I am in shape for races. Losing to foreigners in a consecutive of 2 races, I decide to train harder to overcome the obstacles in front of me.

Hope i can keep update this page some time later.

New life... missing u all

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 16:43:45 GMT

離開骨科, 離開C3, 離開一班可愛的姑娘及同事, 由三樓轉到四樓.

只是一層之遙, 生活之不同可見.

之前已經有了心理準備, 我已經習慣了.

要努力, 期望九月之MRCS掂吧.

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離開C3的那一天, 其實妳們想問甚麼呢? Status... always available la

法國菜好唔好呀?

機會是自己爭取的, 一次見面, 一段對話, 一個電話, 一次約會, 可能會影響未來的發展.

是好是壞未能知, 但願此刻無價.

我是樂觀持平的.

有感而發

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 16:04:56 GMT

最近, 出席了中學同學的婚禮, 身份是「兄弟」.

由事前的準備, 到當天的盛典, 有情人終能開花結果, 當然非常高興.

回望身邊的人, 有的正在準備婚禮, 有的也在蜜運中．

時間過得很快，中學時代，大學時代，成家時代......

成家，我現在沒有此打算.

想不到脫離獨身的有力原因.

可遠觀而不可褻玩焉，對我來說，是有道理的．

目標不清，路向不明，累人累己，恨錯難返．

所投資的可能全部賠本，而且貨不對版．

不清楚自己想要甚麼，選擇錯了，再選好不好，現在不是買菜．

常言道，沒有選擇是最好的選擇，不是沒有道理的．

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物質生活

雖然我自問精神心理正常，但可能我真的有問題，

香港人生活揮霍得很，購物「畢加索」，不加思索，可能你會想，工作辛苦，花點金錢滿足自己，有何不可？

其實能生於香港，已經是萬幸，若是生於第三世界國家，難保你能活到二十五．

追求生活富足，衣食無憂，我不反對，但過於揮霍，真的不能忍受．

人生是充滿理想與抱負的．

希望大家能從各天災中得到更多體會．

Life is simple, depends how you live.